email: JohnJuan@FOULFOWL.net all blog photos and video shot by me, JohnJuan. That's who. * click here to view ALL the bLOG videos JohnJuan's PODCASTS' May 18, 2012 I don't think muhfuckas understand. I've always had the urge to create shit. That shit up above is horrible lol. It was done when I was 12 years old. I've never been an artist. As you grow old, you learn to leave shit that you're not good at alone. I'd doodle new ideas for characters during class. I'd be so bored with what the teacher was saying that I'd find anything else to do but listen. Didn't matter though, I'd still get All A's. So after a while, they just started letting me do what I wanted to do. I had this idea that I'd create a character so interesting that I could actually sell the character rights to someone. They'd be able to make the comics and I'd get rich. Just the dream alone was exciting. Looking back, it's funny what shit influenced me. The movie ROBOCOP had just come out at the time. You can also see the G.I. Joe influence, ninja turtles, adolescent radioactive black belt hamsters(google it) which I'd read. Dig that testarossa that I drew 25 years ago. Was in love with Ferrari's even back then. lol, I feel like I should have one by now. Gotta grind harder I guess. I know my ideas as a child weren't porn but working on these websites give me the same feeling I had then. I'm still successful at things that are important. With the exception of the assholes that I'm suing, I do what I want with no drama. The best part about shit is the thrill of having an audience and/or people "buying" what you're doing. The fact that I'm actually making money by creating shit. What a feeling. Some people can work factory jobs, do shit in the medical profession or even teach. Me, I've always been the dude wanting to live off of my ideas and creativity. I'm doing it. I'm not necessarily talking about porn either. As planned(look back), I have other shit going on now too. I wake up every morning thankful to be able to live the way I do. May 17, 2012 This makes me feel old. Well a few years shy of 40 is old to me. But I guess the above pics should be likened to expensive sneakers(we called them gym shoes) back in the 80s. I'd spend my whole allowance on Filas, Lottos and Nikes. Keep in mind a plain pair of pro wings could be bought at payless or picway for $10. Was at radio shack a few hours ago and I see the headphones above in the top pic priced between $69 and $199. Like I said, I'm old. But people(mostly kids) spend their entire allowance on them. Me, I buy a new pair of $1 earbuds once a month from the dollar store. I'm not the only one either. They sometimes sell out of them. In all fairness though I did beg for the Radio Shack archer headphones that you see below when I was a preteen. I think they were about $25 back then. I'd plug them into my dual cassette deck to dub tapes and songs off the radio. May 16, 2012 From chroniccast.blogspot.com #1 & chroniccast.blogspot.com #2 Dang, there's a video that I've been tempted to up for a few years now, but it involves someone else and I'm a gentleman plus I don't wanna get sued. But if that person gives me permission, it's a whole different story lol. And I'm more like a webmaster then trick. That means although I do pay bitches, I do it for "bisness". Or I do business, THEN fuck. However you wanna read it, I don't care lol. No shame in my game but see, I have MAN RULES that I live by. The above shit was written by 1 of the dudes that people always ask me if I'm still cool with. They can't find him because he has changed his name and sites names so many times lol. Look, I have no problem with GAY people. What you do doesn't effect me. Unless you're a sexy female and I'm trying to enter than pussy. I'm not concerned what anyone else likes or dislikes. Do you, Be GAY, I mean happy. lol, say what you will about me because I fuck whores and enjoy being around whores. But one thing I don't do is hang out with or have sex with GAY MEN. I'm not a "fuck buddy". Now if it was business related and you weren't a thief OK. but anything else, nope. I don't bend over and I'm not bending another nigga over lol. I'm always telling yall how I'm so misunderstood. Too many people that I let hang around me get shit confused and feel too comfortable. I keep explaining that when it comes to my transgender site, I'M JUST A CAMERA MAN THAT SHOOTS VIDEO AND PHOTOS. I appreciate the passion that the "models" I shoot exhibit because passionate people work well together. That's all though. WORK. You have never heard me say that I participate in scenes with "T-girls" because I don't. Wouldn't even be able to. My dick wouldn't get hard because I'd know it was a man. lol, it's bad enough that I can barely get hard for the ugly WOMEN on my .com. You see my brain isn't wired to be sexually stimulated by men. Women, yes. I'll take them big, small, black, white, pretty or ugly. The prettier, the harder I get. But MEN, NO. It's limp city. When you put out male 4 male advertisements and get excited by other men emailing you, you're GAY. You see a brother actively seeking another MAN for sexual activity is GAY. When it comes to sex, as a MAN you don't get "convinced" to suck another MAN'S dick. You don't let another MAN suck your dick if you're heterosexual. Dude that writes the blog above is a cum guzzler. He probably even SWALLOWED Jayla's load. I've never said anything about dude because as yall know I don't talk about people. That's something women or GAY MEN do. I won't even mention his name or site because it might get him hard and the thought is sickening. Just read what I've highlighted above. I don't feel bad because HE typed it. And no, I've said before that I don't hide anything. NO SECRETS, my life is an open book. Lol, I remember blogging to ladies that if you see me looking, don't be surprised. See, I look at bitches sites & twitter to see the ass & tittys that they show. I look at THIS DUDES sites & twitter to laugh AT him with friends. He obviously looks for me. Let me help. Depending on the device I'm on, my IP address will either be coming up as MIAMI BEACH, FL or BIRMINGHAM, MI. Get your money girl, I mean MAN. It's the same thing I tell the "models" on my site that suck dick for a living lol. Me, John Juan I'm cool with just holding the camera and focusing it. Those that like what I capture pay to see it. Those that don't click away. I've typed my piece and that's all I'm typing about it. Now I can just direct people to this entry. May 13, 2012 That picture up above is 7 years old. Believe it or not, I never even had a website for those shirts. Bought a lot of domain names yesterday. Including my first 1 for that design. It's not hard to find lol. Got it up in like 2 minutes. I'll redo it with new designs and include a shopping basket on wordpress soon. Funny thing is I've accidently started recently doing shit offline that led to me buying domains to increase my earnings. Never thought that in 2012 I'd be going in what seems the opposite direction. The website is suppose to come first nowadays. I'm starting to realize that most things I do in life are opposite of what seems the right way. I won't complain because it seems to always work. I'm always looking for that push to get me moving on things. I have all kinds of ideas that I've mentioned but here never act on. I've mentioned before why I've got so many things on the "back burner". It's all about motivation and my ability to bring the idea to fruition without going broke. Plus I don't like failure. So if I think there's a possibility that something I've come up with might not succeed, I just sit on it until I'm 100 percent certain it will succeed. One thing I've learned to appreciate since I've come back to Detroit is my ability to never abandon shit that I've accumulated. Whether it be collectibles or ideas. Pieces now seem to be falling into the right places without me even moving a finger. To make a long story really short, I was downtown and got asked my a foreigner new to the area "Where'd you get that T?" I rarely wear the muhfuckas because everytime I look at them I get irritaded for coming up with the idea and not marketing it. The desire just hasn't been there. Plus as I started moving to places like L.A. and Miami I began thinking that it could only be a regional thing and would be a waste of time & money finding artist to develop "detroit" designs. there was also the fact that I was turning 30. I didn't wanna feel like one of those lame 30 year olds that never made it but was still trying to do some "young" shit. You know like old wack muhfuckas that still rap, dj or promote partys. The t-shirts came before the .com & my other porn sites. It was initially gonna be 1 design for a series of shit I had come up with for different cities that I was gonna call "Uni-ver-citys". See what I mean. If you notice I've always kept that design at the bottom of this blog. But anywayz, I told dude that I designed it and sell them. Sold him the one right off my back. Luckily I was wearing a white T too. It was late, I had just left the titty bar. We were probably both drunk, but the bottomline is it was a spark that ignited new marketing ideas for a whole lotta shit that I couldn't figure out how to do things with for years. Now I'm on it. I tweeted the other day how it seems like I've done shit the opposite way others do. But it's a good thing so don't get it twisted HATERS. Most people that dabble in "bad" porn try to hide behind the scenes and just reap the monetarty benefits. Me, I love the fact that I can brag and boast about my porn while I continue to grow it. I'll "hide" my "good" ventures. I hate to use the word hide, but I do because of what I've learned from seeing shady muhfuckas while making porn and running sites. I've learned things and seen shit that you just can't get from a book or a classroom. If I told you about it, I'd be giving away free game. For some reason it's embedded in some peoples mind that "If he can pull it off, I know I can too". I have that effect on people. So to prevent a lot of clones I won't openly show my new marketing techniques or how I've already started making money. I just wanna keep being thought of as that dumb, broke, trick dude lol. I've been saying how the porn boat that a lot of muhfuckas have been sailing on is sinking. My ship however is floating better than ever and because I'm not telling how, you know I'm definitely keeping muhfuckas off of my brand new ship. May 12, 2012 Upping this story that I found a link to on a porn webmaster website. It's the typical story of WOMEN in porn. It's disgusting to me. For some reason this is the stereotype that most people have about everyone involved with porn. I sometimes even get the feeling that muhfuckas think I'm in denial or have repressed shit when I explain that I'm nothing like the stereotype. I'm just an average brotha that enjoys pussy. It tickles the fuck outta me that I can fuck, get my dick sucked, brag about it and get paid. I wasn't abandoned as a child and didn't grow up around alcoholics, drug addicts or lunatics. Before I started fucking with hookers, I hadn't even seen anyone actually outside of TV & the movies do dope or drink booze. Like I keep saying, people have all these preconceived notions about people that are involved in pornography. Me, I just love ass, tittys & pussy. There's no shame in my game now and never will be. My goal is to make it so that the shit I've shot and the thoughts in this blog never get lost. The only regrets I have is not starting sooner. But, I've come to realize that I started at the time that it was meant for me to start. A time after I had experienced all other facets of life. I chose what makes me the happiest. The right decision. Others, are just lost. I've seen suckers come into the game and talk all kinds of shit. Only to get embarassed about what they've done as the years pass. They try to change their name, hide their websites/videos/photos and hope maybe people will just forget lol. all kinds of crazy shit lol. ME? I'll be a 70 year old man showing the shit I did back when I was in my 20s to great-grand kids. We'll sit on the my yacht(the ss COCKy) laughing about how I lived longer than their square friends grandparents and that my quality of life had been better. I can't wait until 3D holographic porn becomes possible. I get hard just thinking about showing people a 40 year old JohnJuan boning freaks when I'm 75 years old. See the complete story at this link. May 12, 2012 I've been seeing this for quite some time now. Actually got my record ran for taking pictures here a few years ago. It was during the time when cops kept on ticketing me while driving to work in Troy, Michigan. I seemed to always have had some kind of traffic warrant and even got arrested here. so although it's my right to shoot photos of whatever I want, you can't fight muhfuckas when you're dirty. I'm a different cat now. My record is clean and I welcome anyone who wants to run my shit. Is it just me or is this ridiculous? This ghetto malls security and the police department walk around with drug sniffing dogs. Now I've said in my blog many times before, I goto this joint simply because I enjoy the ghetto atmosphere. It's kind of like the same feeling I get from going to the titty bars and fucking with hookers. However this just ain't right. If I cared enough, I'd organize a boycott of this joint. They've set up traffic traps in the parking lots for niggaz and they are constantly harrassing people. Everytime I pull up, someone is getting cuffed and put into a squad car. Just all kind of shit that muhfuckas have been conditioned to accept. See, I've been all over the country and no one pulls this kind of shit anywhere else. Not even at Swap meets/flea markets. Malls are suppose to be happy to see people there and bend over backwards to make you feel welcome. Here they don't create that kind of environment. Whenever at this mall, I get the feeling that they don't want me to spend my money here. So I don't. I be strictly here admiring ass & tittys. May 12, 2012 So a few minutes after typing about the k9 unit. In the same spot I see exactly what I go to that particular mall for. May 8, 2012 Everytime I pass by this spot I can't stop smiling. As an old dude it may not seem like shit now, but this is in my old neighborhood and before I had my own crib, I would have to be creative when finding places to chill with a bitch. I was doing so much dating when I was 19/20 that I'd be blowing all my money on taking hoes out. I'll never forget the time I made the mistake of taking a "good girl" to one of the hole in the wall joints that I'd take hookers to. She said, "I know you didn't just bring me here. You can take me right back home now." What a disaster, but it was a learning experience. I tell yall I used to juggle taking sexy women to places like comedy clubs and taking "bad girl" hookers to spots and fuck while they got high. So on one july evening, I bought 2 candles and a table cloth from one of the fabric places that was in the area. I hid it in my car before picking up my then girlfriend for the night. I had promised her dinner and a movie. My plan was to bring her here to eat instead of spending $30 in a restaraunt. Then after we'd hit up an movie. The towne theater was my spot lol. If I'd show you the whole location you'd see how secluded & romantic the area is. When we got to this location, I whipped out the table cloth, propped up the candle in its holder, lit it and just as I did that, the pizza delivery person that I had called on the payphone pulled up. Right on time. Ol girls jaw dropped. I swear to God, the lil bullshit I had done just because I couldn't do a restaraunt or hotel room made a mark on her that to this day she still thinks about. We sat, talked and had such a good time in that spot up above that we didn't even make it to the dollar show lol. We didn't even make it home. After boning in my car at this location, We made a detour from her block which was near Jefferson avenue straight to Belle Isle. I banged her pretty petite ass until the sun came up lol. I had all kinds of crevices and shit on Jefferson and the isle that no one would see me. Back then with her I remember parking behind a high mound of dirt. So like I say everytime I pass by this spot in my old neighborhood I can't stop smiling So I snapped a picture. I have left such a deep impression on every bitch I've ever dated that I laugh at dudes that must've come after me. But at the same time there's quite a few bitches that have left marks on me that have fucked shit up for every female that has come after them. I've got so many stories. May 8, 2012 Another spot I've never shown. Like I said before you don't think about a lot of shit until you leave it. While in Florida, I was thinking about this place. I know it probably seems like I'm been back in the "D" for a long time now, but look back. It's only been 2 months. You've heard me mention how I think waffle house makes better hashbrowns and waffles than anyone else. Well, this place does that with pancakes. I've tried, but I can't duplicate them. I bullshit you not that everytime I step into this joint I hear someone just discovering the place moaning how delicious the cakes taste. May 8, 2012 Crazy how my last entry was about me looking at birds to create a logo. Believe it or not, I was sitting down eating breakfast this morning, happened to look up and a logo design was right above me. You're looking at it above. I didn't pick this spot, it's where I was seated. Couldn't snap a better shot because it was crowded and I didn't wanna look nuts. I googled the shit and it's called a weathervane. What stronger logo could there be. So yeah, I'll tweek & freak some shit for the sites redesign, the re-editing of my vids and a DVD/VOD project I wanna do. The CHICKwithaCOCK logo came to me in a dream. I think I tweeted that a few weeks ago. It's a play on "chick" and "cock". Kinda like DANCINGwiththeSTARS. Get it? Dancing Stars. You'll see what I mean in the new design. It's why I decided to start using the "CHICKCOCK.com" with "CHICKwithaCOCK.com". I'm was waiting on a Chic-Chick logo to "hit me in the head" and it did while typing this lol See March 6, 2010. The same way that name struck me years ago, it now strikes me that a figure behind chic-chick would look nice too. I know muhfuckas are wondering why after all this time am I coming up with logos and shit. Well, I've been playin for 11 years. Playtime is over, at least that's what I'm trying to convince myself. I wanna get serious about everything in my life now. So yeah, that includes these websites. I have a lot of unfinished shit/loose ends that I wanna tie up so I can have better focus. I've gotten tired of knowing my shit can be better, but just being lazy and satisfied with mediocrity. Actually thinking about hiring muhfuckas to do things I can't/don't do. May 7, 2012 speaking of logos, I snapped these photos along with many more down in Miami. Like I've explained, my intention from day one was to create a brand. All brands need a logo. I tried cartoonish ducks back in the early days. I couldn't get a vibe from them though. When I create something, it has have meaning and drive me or I'll fail at it. I've been studying real birds for inspiration. the logo has to be strong, have meaning and most importantly, grab your attention. See, the cool thing about me is you can start to see where I'm coming from. I've been around for a minute now, but trust me I'm just getting started with things. This is a marathon, not a sprint. As I grow, you can see how I got there. No secrets, everything is right in your face. When you're creating shit that's impossible for someone else to duplicate, you can do that. What you read in this blog, my tweets and my sites arent't a bunch of lies and fantasies. May 7, 2012 Can't even tell you how long its been since I've seen this book. Maybe I'm just different, but seeing old shit that I forgot about is like opening up a gift on Xmas day. Notice the yellow "le fleur de lis" inside of the orange diamond. Look at the 2nd screen cap of my latest ChickCock.com update. I just noticed it's on his/her shirt too. I know muhfuckas think I'm crazy. You should know that I don't care lol. Not gonna mention those 2 things again. I swear. I will tell you that I'm designing a logo for the 3 sites with the new design. Since those 2 muhfuckas stand out so much to me, I need to use them in that logo. May 7, 2012 lol, I can remember sitting in class at 18 laughing at how scientific niggaz & bitches reaction to shit in the hood is. If you create a certain set of circumstances, you can basically determine what the outcome will be. Looking back at papers I wrote as a teenager are amazing. I'm grateful for my education. People get shit all twisted. When you attend a UNIVERSITY, you learn how to think. When you goto one of those institutes that advertise on TV, you just learn a skill that any monkey can learn in 12 months. May 6, 2012 Most people that I deal with are like the textbook examples that I studied in school. That's what makes them so fascinating. Dealing with damaged hoes and fucked up dudes like the ones I had exams on is so weird. Reading my research journals from old Psychology minor classes are incredible. During the end of college, I'd miss classes and turn papers in late, but they'd be so well written that I'd still get A's. I'm sure some people get shit twisted. I'm not losing, I'm winning. One day when you're old and bitter, it'll make sense. Love me or hate me, I don't care but know that Just because I choose to earn a living doing what I do doesn't mean I couldn't be doing something else. I sometimes have to remind people that my porn sites aren't work. It's play. I get compensated to play and will keep playing as long as I can. It may look like it, but shit didn't just happen overnight and definitely not by accident. I was toying with the idea of making a website with hookers when I was 19. 6 years before I actually started the .com The 1 and only computer class I took might have been the most useful class I ever had. See the sketch from 1995 below. Back then, just like now my biggest problem is implementing my ideas. I just wait for the spark that ignites them. I had forgot about this until today. It was pushed to a back burner of my mind until I could focus on it. Just imagine what I can't focus on right now. May 6, 2012 I think I mentioned how I've got all my old school namebrand shit in a box waiting for them to come back in style. Well, actually I'd rock this shit right now if I could lose about 7 sizes and fit the shit I wore in H.S. lol. It'll never happen. Major Damage & Karl Kani shit is deeper down in the box. But anywayz, pulled this shit out just to blog about it while I was looking for some old comic books. I totally love how I've basically saved mostly everything from my childhood. Looking back at it all brings back good memories. Life is good for me now, and it's always been good. I've truly been blessed. I felt like I had it all in JR. High school, hell, when a child is bringing home grades like below, shouldn't he. But I should tell the whole truth. My grades were always good, but when it came to "citizenship" and behavior I was always pretty bad. I guess things never change lol. I think the only grade I got other than an "A" during those years was a "B" in home economics class lol, Hating old bitch. I bet I can cook better than her now. A little tip for you parents out there. If you want to motivate your children to work hard, REWARD them. Also get them involved in team/sportsmanship activities. It's how shit works in the real world, so you should show them the real world while they're under your roof. Laugh at me, but I swear I know how to create loving, happy & passionate children. May 4, 2012 Hadn't been there in a while And I've never shown it in the blog. Fishbones was another spot that I'd frequent a lot back in the day. I gave it a break and what a good idea that was. The food there today was delicious. Of course while downtown Detroit on a beautiful spring day I had to stroll around the area to take in the scenary. Loved the cereal box window art below. May 3, 2012 It's funny how things happen. I had started digging in one of my stashes for an old camera to shoot new content with. While opening up boxes I happen to see some old "common" sports cards that I hadn't bothered to look at for years. The baseball, football, basketball and non sports cards are almost 25 years old. Now just this year I've sold a few star player cards off and on through the years. Same with a few comic books from collection. It had always hurt knowing that I sold my Barry Sanders card from this set before I went away to college. I did get between $20 and $50 for it. I kept the pro set one which at the time was the more valuable one. Doesn't feel so bad now, knowing that its value didn't increase that much. I honestly didn't think the cards I found today were worth anything. It turns out though that many of them show a value of $100 a piece and I've got plenty dublicates. Most of them are mint. A lot of them are what I thought to be "junk" cards as a teenager so I put them in bags. Those are damaged but I'm sure can still be sold. I've got so many that it's really overwhelming trying to begin to figure out how much they're worth. Just by looking at the ones with the highest value I'm taking a guestimate of between $20 and $50 grand. I've got full baseball donruss, topps, fleer and upperdeck sets from 1986, 1987, 1988, 1989 and 1990. Every football card made in 1989 and some from 1990. There's quite a few rookies that look to be worth a few hundred dollars. The duplicates are really what I'm excited about. For instance I see Troy Aikman cards going for up to $25 a piece. I think I have 10 of them. Imagine a situation like that with a card going for $100. I've got 1000's of cards lol. At this point I'm thinking about holding on to 1 each of the valuable ones. A lot has changed since I was a teen buying these cards. Now I'm seeing that it's best to get cards appraised by places like Beckett and PSA. I'll work on getting that done and then start looking for buyers. Some I'll take to card/comic shops like I've always done. May try to unload some on ebay and others through a broker. I mentioned earlier this year that I have way too much shit that I need to get rid of. This will be a good start. May 2, 2012 You know everytime some cat I know comes at me crying about women have done this to them and they've done that. Or I see a muthafucka handcuffin' or cupcakin' a bitch. And especially when muhfuckas come at me talking about tricking money off with strippers or escorts thinking I wanna hear about it. I wanna bust out laughing. YOU GUYS ARE LOSERS! lol, I'm not like you. I swear to God the only problem I've ever had with BEAUTIFUL women is getting them off of me. I've said it many times before and I feel like I need to express it again everytime I talk to certain suckas. I think a lot of men I associate with are retarded. See, I don't have to fuck around with "foul" bitches. I don't do it because they're all I can get. I fuck with them because I enjoy them. Have for a long time. Another thing, I hate when bitches try to throw the "Oh you must be Gay" shit at me. Why the fuck would any man that could have a buffet choose an entre' insted lol? I really hate when wack muhfuckas try to group me in some kind of box with them. They're are dudes that lie, cheat and steal just to be with a "smart" woman with a "good" job. I like "bad" bitches that do "bad" things like lie steal and cheat. I know cats that dream about coming home to the same woman everyday and think I do too. I keep associating with these dudes because believe it or not when they get my blood boiling it excites me. It's a thrill watching and listening to bums attack my physical apearrance, financial situation or even my sexuality when I know I'm "good". It also entertains, yet pisses me off when uppity clowns think I'm jealous of them or I can't be in their situation. How can anyone possibly think for one moment that a nigga with as much charisma & sef-confidence as me could be a low self-esteem, no game nigga like them? I could be married to a big booty yellow bitch with kids, a big house and a regular job if I wanted. But unlike them, I honestly don't want that. It's boring to me. Up above is just another letter I found from another female I went out with a few times back when I was in my early 20's. Back then I was juggling "Good girls & Bad girls". Neither could figure me out. I chose the "BAD". One of the best decisions I've ever made lol. We still keep in touch with her now in 2012. Ol' girl is doing reeeeal good. She's the kind of woman that most of my haters would love to have just look in their direction and notice them. To me, she's boring. I wish a lot of you lame dudes would understand that the bitch is just with you because she finally gave up on niggaz like me or niggaz that are locked up lol. She "settled" for you because niggaz like us enjoy getting the milk without buying the cow. By the way, We still get the milk too. May 2, 2012 See. It's shit like this that I was talking about. See how it looked in the last entry of April. There's fluctuation and I don't know why, nor do I really feel like trying to figure it out. Yeah, I know after 10 years I should know. Well, when you're making money and having fun just by pointing the camera and uploading, you start thinking "fuck traffic!". I just feel like expressing my feeling to those muhfuckas with more traffic that like to portray more traffic necessarily means BETTER SITE or MORE INCOME. Remember that most times in life, You're only fooling yourself. May 1, 2012 Go back to March 6, 2011 Yeah, but I never know WTF I'm talkin' about lol. I just don't understand how people can be so blatantly obvious in copying someone else and actually think they're gonna be successful. It's kinda like a lot of webmasters online. Only a matter of time before their gigg is up. When you're original your shit will last and be memorable. The only reason people pay attention to an imitation is to clown it for being an imitation. May 1, 2012 From the same board I showed yesterday. 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