email: JohnJuan@FOULFOWL.net all blog photos and video shot by me, JohnJuan. That's who. * click here to view ALL the bLOG videos JohnJuan's PODCASTS' April 26, 2012 I can't help but not to keep it real with you. This is one of the hazards of what I do. And as I tweeted it's ironic that the time I get knocked it's just for shooting pictures outside in an abandoned area. 3 unmarked REGULAR cars just happen to be rollin' through the area. These muhfuckas have taken a page out of Miami's book. They use REGULAR cars now. I mean I had my tripod out, 2 cameras and all ol' girl was doing was stripping. My biggest concern was that the slow rolling cars was gonna be some jackers. There is no way anyone could have possibly avoided this situation. Even if I hadn't been driving, I would've gotten arrested and taken to jail. As a matter of fact, One of the officers said, "We're gonna do you a favor and not take you to jail." I said, "You're not doing me any favors. You won't be taking me to jail because I haven't done anything illegal asshole." the other officer was a bitch and she kept saying, "You put this shit on the internet. I'm looking through it now to make sure you don't have any illegal images on it. What do you give them?" I said, "None of that matters. What matters is that right now, we're shooting photos & video and no money has exchanged hands." I've got old photos of the same broad and you can even hear me say don't talk to me about money, you're fucking up the shoot. On my report she writes I offered the broad cigarettes and a ride. It's been 10 years since I've gotten knocked. They don't arrest you or anything anymore, you're just served a ticket and your vehicle gets impounded. I know the laws and when I do shit it's legit to prevent me from having any problems. How else do you think that over numerous states and numerous run in's with police officers I've been doing shit so freely for my whole career of doing shit for my sites. Not to mention the countless haters out there that have probably called the police, spread rumors and everything else. I'm still doing my thing aren't I? I will continue to do my thing. But now I know that shooting street scenes just ain't possible without a permit or something. They'll get you. I'm not sure what I have to pay to get my 'stang back. I've been impounded 11 years ago so they may say $1800. I could pay it now and charge this whole thing to the game. But, to be honest with yall, I'm thinking about lawyering up(if one will take the case) and taking some legal action. You see, the whole incident is captured on video. I didn't pick up a hooker. Didn't exchange any money. Wasn't lewd. And I was in the act of filming when the officers pulled up. Although I have done shit in the past. This was not one of those times. I've given away cars to citys and states before because I was dirty with suspended licenses and warrants. But this time, the muhfuckas just rolled up and swiped my shit and I'm clean lol. We'll see. I don't fear any media coverage because everyone that knows me knows what I do. So the embarassment tactic that they like to use doesn't affect me. As a matter of fact, I'm thinking about going to the fox 2 problem solvers and acting a fool outside the police headquarters downtown. I don't "work" so I have nothing but time on my hands, money in the bank and other vehicles to drive. I may have a little fun with this and get some free advertisement. Nothing to lose. We'll see. As a matter of fact, I was just telling you how there's another incident where a security guard spotted me shooting a few days ago. Maybe I'll up it to the .com today or tommorrow. Keep in mind I've got 6 months worth of new material. Don't even hafta hit the streets anymore this year if I don't want to. April 26, 2012 Had planned on going out to lunch that day but ended up rollin' around shopping till I almost passed out from exhaustion. Remember how I tweeted about everyone in stores knowing exactly what I'm buying and remembering everything about me around my area? Well, This woman 1 ups my shit. We walk into furniture stores, Home Depot & Lowes. She had me pushing 3 carts full of shit. Ol' girl might be a shopaholic. Everyone steps up asking what room she's buying for today. How did such & such project work out? I didn't wanna say shit because it probably would've started an arguement and I'd be walking home. But this is the same chick that used to have a horrible attitude, would almost fight muhfuckas for talking to her wrong. She used to have the nerve to tell me that I'm too open & friendly towards everyone lol. Now she has turned into me. Coulda caught the bus home but I guess I kinda wanted to tell my story and get some verbal abuse so I called her. I swear to God we shopped from 11am to 8pm I went home and collapsed Woke up at 2am and jumped online. That's why you didn't see me tweetin' all day. She says, "Ok, so you can make your little money off those hoes but how many warning signs do you need to understand that something bad is gonna happen. When you hang around bad people in bad places, bad shit happens." It ain't like she's telling me anything I don't already know. How many times have I "retired" using those same words? So like I blogged yesterday, I'm gonna get back to my OG plans. No, I don't wanna say I'm quitting again. lol, it's so ironic that it was almost 1 year ago today that I gave a 60 day notice and posted it on the .com See 4-28-2011? Enjoy what I've accumulated on my hard drive. I'm gonna work on getting into an office to do my shit for the rest of the year in Detroit and shoot strictly on the beaches when I go back to Miami this fall. April 25, 2012 I'm not the kinda nigga to out anyone anymore. I use to do it all the time, especially when I knew someone was trying to play me behind my back or get over on me. As I've matured, I just sit back and watch Karma get her strap on dildo and ass fuck fools. I had to post this entry though because it was funny to me. Not throwing any hate towards dude because I actually can't even remember all the details that were happening when I posted This entry almost 5 years ago on May 12, 2012 but I know for some reason or another, my "spidey senses" were tingling. Yeah, see the black out mouth. Same cat as the picture in this entry. I just happened to remember his face. I've never trusted any muhfuckas I've kicked it with while doing my thing online over the years. Or MEN period for that matter. If I haven't known you since elementary or high school you don't get too close. It's the same reason I've never joined any groups or organizations. From the outside looking in, it always looks like I'm down with certain people or close friends simply because I'm cool with them, but believe me, I don't trust people. The kind of things I blog about is the same kind of shit cats I meet get. The shit you see up above is snapshots from a webasters board that a lot of muhfuckas who are involved with, build and/or run adult websites frequent. Apparently someone is accusing Joe of running a scam. I don't know. I don't even care. I do know their websites look really nice but anyone can buy a website or scam someone into making it for you. I got the email up above from dude 2 weeks ago today. Didn't even open it. Won't fuck with it not because I remembered his name, but because I know another muhfucka that fucks with that crew and his bad decision ass has been jocking them. I've always made it a habit not to fuck with any dudes he does. I'm sure he's thinking about that as he reads. Just too much negative energy for me. Like I said, I don't give a fuck 1 way or the other, but The shit made a good blog entry and shows muhfuckas that my opinion of people and things might not be that far off. I ALWAYS know when someone is full of shit. And just because I don't say anything about you and your bullshit, you'll notice as a grown ass man, I now just conveniently lose contact with you. By the way, do you see the 2007 Chic-Chick entry below it. I was still more than a year away from getting it up and going. But you see it is going now. As far as websites and business is concerned I'm running the marathon, not a sprinting. Just taking my time, enjoying myself and doing things the right way. April 25, 2012 I've pulled my notebook back out lol. You might not have been checking out the .com from the start. the blue one up above was the actual website entry page background I used in 2001 through 2003. All my first designs and stories are writtn in it. As I flip through, I notice I got way off track of what I wanted to do when I started off. The route I detoured to kinda ended last year. I was getting all kinds of signs convincing me that it was time to bow out of this game. I had about 6 months of new material sitting on my hard drive and when it was done, I was gonna just let the .com sit. I didn't. This year, I got enough new material to show people until the end December. I've modified the way I do things for safety and while doing so I became re-invigorated. All the signs in 2012 tell me to get bigger and revert back to my original game plan. That was to create a brand. I've typed so much shit at this point that I can't remember if I've explained that I chose a bird motif when I named my 3 sites. The idea came to me while I was taking my first pictures of hookers. Maybe people don't realize what I originally was attempting to do. FOUL(dirty) FOWL(birds), CHIC(stylish) CHICK(sl. young ladies) and of course finally CHICK(female bird/feminine) WITH A COCK(male bird/sl. male genital). And also important was making it so if a muhfucka wanted to copy by using a plural, adding/removing a hyphen or changing around the words it not only looks bad, it would fuck up the meaning. So see in 2001 I wasn't just some nut picking random words. I could've used "JohnJuan's Girls.com", "Ebony Hood hookers.com" or "Urban Black Street Shemales.com". However, for example I was thinking how all you can do is sell porn on a website with a name like "gangbanging trannys.com" but with "Foul Fowl" and "chic-Chick" unique products can be developed and sold. I wanted to be on some playboy magazine but opposite type site. My vision was too grand and too expensive at the time though. I became satisfied with just getting paid from the snapshots and video clips I was doing. I tweeted about a dream I had the other day that really hyped me up. I was all set to explain it here in the blog. Kinda how I said many times before and even earlier this month that I need to tell shit before I do it to motivate myself. Well, that shit has suddenly changed. I'm so motivated with what I wanna do now that I don't need to psych myself up. Besides, I don't wanna motivate any competitors while they're falling off. Remember I predicted at the beginning of the year that shit was changing and all kinds of new barriers to entry would pop up. Anywayz, just keep your eyes on all the sites because I swear I think I'm in the process of making them better. April 22, 2012 Man, see the previous 3 entries? It seems like everytime I start examining shit and comparing them, other things start popping up. Surfing sites and twitter to get my entertainment on and a foot fetish joint caught my attention lol. I glance at that shit and I see that picture above on the left. Scratched my head for a few minutes and then realized I had shot photos and a vid of her before. Eventhough she looks the same, I barely recognized her. I've looked into so many females faces that I think it has fucked up the "recognition software" in my head lol. But anyways, it turns me on when I see the models I've shot for my site on other websites. Up above on the right is an outtake(didn't realize I've got so many of all the bitches) from her set I shot for Chic-Chick. I was in L.A. and desperate for someone new. I got put onto her by a cat I know out there. She wasn't anything special to me. Even kinda hated that I had driven all the way out to the valley to shoot her. I couldn't find anyone good enough for Chic-Chick Downtown. I was determined to find someone and film myself instead of buying rights from other photographers. You'll notice on the Chic-Chick.com front page that ol' girl is the first model I shot for that site. I had been mainly dealing with hookers for the .com before her. My only criteria was a pretty face. Pretty faces are easy but I had no idea how rare an attactched toned, stretch free body is. At that time ol' girl was looking like any other bitch I'd see on the street. Now looking back she was quite a catch. As much as I love L.A., the women there are so hard for me to deal with. It's one of the reasons I left. Don't get it twisted, I shot a lot of hoes for my site when I was living there. But it didn't come nearly as easy as it does when I'm anywhere else. Most broads I'd meet in L.A. could spot my bullshit a mile away lol. There was no negotiating with those hoes. It always felt like they had the upperhand and I don't like to operate in those conditions. If you ain't ballin', bangin' or a celeb it's either their way or you don't get no play. April 19, 2012 It's funny how when a broad hasn't seen me in years they look at me in shock. It's like they're seeing at a ghost. Her jaw dropped and she said, "You're the man that took me to his place and took pictures." lol, what do they expect me to be dead or something. I asked, "Where you been all these years?" She claims to have been in the same place. And I just haven't been seeing her. BULLSHIT. She was lying her ass off. Not that I care, but I just never understand why bitches be concealing shit that doesn't even matter. If you muhfuckas knew how hard I hit the streets you'd understand me. All hours and almost daily just to get new bitches. Ol' girl hasn't been "working". Either she has been clean or locked up because there is no way shes been on any streets of the city since the last time I shot photos of her 6 years ago. I would've definitely seen her and picked her up simply because I hadn't gotten video of her back in 2006. Today Ol' girl showed me how petite she still is with no stretch marks. I'm impressed. Not sure how this 40 year old chick has managed to stay looking better than most 20 year olds I see on the streets now. But then again, like I say there's no way she has been on the streets. This is one of the last chicks I updated in my original style that I'd been using since 2001. Mainly pictures with an occasional video. Hard to believe I went almost 5 years with only doing maybe 20 videos. In 2012 I've already done 20 videos in 4 months. You'll notice this broad was my 3rd update of 2006 and 6 updates after her my whole style changed. Man that seems like forever ago. Youtube was just starting to get noticed by everyone at that time. I had problems transferring the vids from tape to my computer, plus the bandwidth to have videos on my .com was too expensive before 2006 and like a lot of people, I was still using dial-up internet. It would take hours to upload or download videos lol. I'd just keep the computer on as I slept at night. Things change so fast. You can see the pictures from that old session in the www.FOULFOWL.com members area. I'll get around to using our BRAND NEW sex scene in one of my future .com updates. April 18, 2012 There were a few before him/her up above but they originally appeared on my "foul" site. You're looking at the first model I shot specifically for CHICKwithaCOCK.com We haven't spoken since the shoot. I can't imagine the OLD picture I found up above being a problem. Like I said in my previous entry, it's public domain shit. I'll start showing more "then & now" in this blog from time to time on my sites models. I've shot photos and video of so many people over the last 10 years. I love looking at changes before and after our sessions. I don't think they get anymore dramatic than up above though. You may remember Her, from June 13th That one was pretty good too. I don't be trying to put muhfuckas on Front street. I just post what I see online. All my sites models should know that if they ever disapprove of shit I show, shoot me an email to address it. April 15, 2012 If I could somehow get my 25 plus mugshots from all around metro Detroit and L.A., I'd post mine too. They date back to when I was 17 years old. I don't try to hide shit, would love to show them off but I can't get them released without going through a lot of time and money. At least that's how it was when I tried to get them from the city of Detroit 5 years ago. Got called a few names and almost fought with the asshole at the station desk the last time I tried. It's all public record and I guess they've made it much easier to get access to over the last few years. I acquired a long record for simply not paying NON-speeding tickets and fleeing because of them. Oh, there's a few arrest for hollering at FINE undercover officers back in the early 90's too. I've never spent over a night in the joint though. Even now, I always have bail money and lawyer fees ready. I hate when muhfuckas try to tell you that arrest and bullshit convictions prevent you from getting a gig. It has never stopped me. It's when you lie and try to conceal shit that fucks you up. My shit rarely comes up when I pull reports. When it does I've always told muhfuckas I got my first mustang for my 16th birthday, what do you expect? Bottomline if you have a skill, an education and experience. Society has become desensitized towards crime. In 2012 NOBODY CARES about arrests in your past UNLESS YOU"VE KILLED, RAPED or MOLESTED KIDS. I only bring this up because when I was working a 9 to 5 muhfuckas would say, "You're an asshole for showing bitches but not showing your face. I should EXPOSE you." There has never been any shame in my game. At the beginning of the .com, I just put the black bar over my eyes to respect everyone close to me and because I was employed. I got a little class. But now because I'll never have to work for anyone again if I don't want to. AND because I've told everyone in my life what I do, I don't give a fuck. I think I mentioned in an entry earlier this month how THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE. So don't think I'm cruel for showing ol' girls shit up above. The pictures are in chronological order. IT'S PUBLIC RECORD and believe me, she doesn't give a fuck. I'll see her again and laugh at her about it. She'll get mad but probably do another scene with me, just like the white chick I have on my .com's 4-13-2012 update always does. I must've done 10 scenes/photo sets with ol' girl up above for my .com and Chic-Chick. I'm not gonna even try to scroll through all the shit in my members areas to find them all. There's several bitches that I became addicted to shooting over my almost 11 years doing this. She's one of them. Wow, the things we have done. The nuts I've busted. Priceless AND my lucky ass got paid for it all. Gonna get paid for it all for years to come too. And you think I'm lying when I say, "Life is good" Lol, with all the adrenaline rushes and thrills I've had, I could die now and feel like I've had a full exciting life. BUT I'll be married to a 35 year old at 60 showing grandsons this blog and my sites. Telling them how much fun I dad and SURVIVED it all. Keep tellin' people this is the way to do it. Also keep tellin' muhfuckas that they'd be shocked at how many broads in my members area are dead or doing long stints in prison. When you stay in the street too long that's what happens. I'm halfway out of it now because I know that. There aren't many 60 year old muhfuckas running around talkin' about they've been out hustin' for 40 years. April 15, 2012 I enjoy reading stories about individuals or companies that run websites. If you're not in the game, you probably don't feel what they're saying but when you've been doing shit for a long time like me, you do. Let me start by saying in it's genre it's by far the best looking site I see online. They don't go wild with photoshop like a lot of the others. Not my style of models though. Sounds crazy I know but, just not my style of girls. I like small scars, bruises, acne you know. I like some flaws. I was checking them out simply to study how they can offer a site with such great quality FREE and still manage to make money from it. Because you see that's my ultimate goal. I enjoy what I do and would love for every surfer to be able to see all my shit for FREE. But I also enjoy getting compensated for my "work". It allows me not to have to WORK. I'm not some nigga copying pictures from forums or linking to classified ads for traffic trying to trick members for a few dollars. I'm sure people can tell that although not perfect, but what amatuer shit is? With the exception of a few pics I bought the rights to for Chic-Chick early on, my shit is REAL and REALLY my ideas. Well, I can tell the people over at ggurls enjoy what they do also. And I see that even though they're not actually a PORN site, bigger than me and invest more energy & money into their site than I do mine. They deal with some of the same shit I do. Haters & copycats lol. Maybe it's a black thing. I've even noticed the crab in the bucket mentality with people. I've been telling EVERYONE including my friends offline how the business model that porn uses now is collapsing. Something people not in the game probably don't notice. I've prepared my "broke, not traffic ass" lol but I'm watching a lot of unprepared niggaz scramble and fall off. They wanna take others with them. As I elevate, they'll become my new haters & copycats. Like the article says though all the negative shit is a motivator. April 11, 2012 I've always thought this was a good idea. You'd think these muhfuckas would have "roach quality" food on them. No, the shit these food trucks serve is actually delicious. I'm sure they could have brick and mortar joints but it's the novelty of being on wheels that brings customers. I found out yesterday that the trucks were gonna be parked at the Farmers Market in Royal Oak so I made it a priority to be there. I'd always see food trucks parked in certain areas of Miami, but I had too much other shit I was trying to do(being on the beach) to spend time standing in line there. Not a lot to get into here in the "D". It gives me some much needed slow down time. So I tried something from 3 different trucks here. A chicken taco, a burger and some bread twist. April 10, 2012 Not that I'm miserable. I'm completely the opposite. Have been since the day I first uploaded my first pornographic image to the .com. The top picture above is a screencap from the wayback machine. As The excerpts say www.YOUNG-GODDESS.com the site is no longer there. I stumbled upon dudes site while doing a search on piracy. Part of my job in 2012 now is to find MY stolen shit, go after muhfuckas and then get it taken down. But I explained that to you last month. When I saw the meditation and yoga stuff at the bottom of his site. I knew I had to blog about this. I accidently dabbled in that last year myself. I'll talk about that in a future entry. I UNDERSTAND Josh. Not that my shit is anywhere near the quality of his, but when reading the portions above, I felt like some of it were my words. This time last year, I was ready to throw in the towel myself. Not exactly for the same reason Josh did but kinda close. I started fearing for my well being. With so many haters lurking out there and so many potential problems waiting to happen, I felt doom was around the corner. I still think it was, but only because I was going down the wrong road to get to where I wanna be. After taking a 6 month break, I found out that there are several roads to get to my destination. So I just picked another route. Pornography has a way of fucking some people up if they're not already fucked up before they bring it into their life. I for one enjoy what it has done to/for me. As far as addictions go, I embraced all of mine a long time ago. Instead of being a detriment to me, I use the "curses" as gifts to enhance my life. April 8, 2012 So with this entry, I'm simply rewriting an experience I tweeted about yesterday. Twitter is such an amazing outlet for instant expression. I can remember using ovi share through my nokia similarly on July 18, 2008. I don't hide from anyone, don't block anyone from seeing what I tweet. You can follow if you want, or unfollow if you like. I honestly don't give a fuck either way. I've never even expanded the follow list to see who is on there. But I know somebody is watching lol. I don't follow anyone myself because quite frankly I'm not interested in what's going on with anyone like that. If I am, I pick up a phone and call them. What I'm trying to say is my tweets are basically bullshit quick thoughts or a description of what I'm doing at the given time. I'm not a networker, not looking for new friends and not trying to entertain anyone. As I said in the blog entry on August 9, 2009 when I began twitter, my intent was to use it as a tool to market ME and believe it or not, that's what I've been doing. It works. So, after years of writing down strange dreams and noticing wierd coincidences in my life. On Saturday "the big one" occurred. I've been writing down the different things since I started noticing them in 2006. But even before then one thing I've never forgotten is just happening to look up in the sky and see my name. I have a witness that I showed and she still remembers it too. it but you know how shit was back in the day, no handy camera to take a picture. So anywayz, I'm not insane, not high, drunk or on any medications. I'm not suffering from depression. I can't get into everything because there's just so much that has happened. As when I explain to muhfuckas that people actually do join my websites and appreciate my work, no one believes me. The events seem so subtle that you'd just think they were odd coincidences. Just like myself and everyone else I'd tell shit too. But deep inside if unnatural things are occurring in your life, you begin to have a gut feeling that you're different and that either someone or something is trying to get a message to you something. There's no way to really explain it to anyone else. It's kind of like if you have a stomach ache. No one can see the ache, and no one else can feel it. Just you because you know you have it. Just real quick...lol, No I don't have super powers, I'm not psychic, I don't hear voices. Most likely I've been experiencing apophenia. From yesterday...Had another strange experience today. Couldnt even think straight after it happen because my head was fucked up so badly. Everytime I tell someone Im close with, they say its not me. A lot of coincidences just happen to everyone. To make a long story short, I've been obsessed wit the #3 for a while now. look at my tweet from the 4-3 updates. I did 3 of them over 3 websites. I got into deep thought when I was looking at my taco bell receipt today. If you look back through the blog, every once in a while I get some kind of new fascination with Taco Bell. Notice how they're always open til 3am, 3 tacos N the box meals. 3 ways to win games like This. The 3 main sauces of mild, hot, fire. So I was thinking is there something taco bell is trying to do subconsciously with the #3. Notice the 2 "E's" in Free here. Also, notice the 3-sided dorito that they're using as a shell now. I'm probably close to insanity lol but while I was thinking about that A bitch is standing over me asking me what time is was. It was 3:33! and then I recognized that I knew her from somewhere and she had the 3-sided symbol on her purse that the bitch in my latest FF has on her hat. It was flashing in my eyes. the saints symbol. She says "You probably recognize me because I'm everywhere. We're probably travelling the same path." It gets stranger though. I tell her I think we went 2 school together, she says, "No I went to Mercy an all girls school here. And Spellman a college in Atlanta but we can learn together" At that point I said I gotta go. My head was spinning so I left. I still dont know where I know her from. I get the feeling that she was lying. I'll never look at the new orleans saints the same again lol, its metal symbol on her purse felt like it was hypnotizing me. Then this morning I looked at the lilys I had bought people for Easter here and something clicked in my head. I look up the symbol. I always think that because I've never been a church brotha, I just dont pay attention to a lot of shit. Notice also 3 crosses here And wouldnt U know it. I goto edit an update and the fleur-de-lis is on the "models" scarf see. I had tweeted 2 days before how the photos are some of the best pics Ive shot because of the way the sun, stairs and houses lined up in the background. And then today, Easter Sunday, driving down a street I've driven down hundreds of times before I notice The Easter Seals logo on this building. Not only is it a lily, and Easter but I have never seen that building there before. April 5, 2012 Yeah, any chance I can get to show off my old photos. It's opening day! Baseball season is here. I can't help to think how happy I used to be this time of the year. Not going today because I don't really like crowds anymore. But through the years, I've skipped school and work to go to the first home game. Tiger Stadium and Comerica Park. My only regret is not taking pictures of everything back then like I do now. I don't think it's hyped up as much in other cities, but in Detroit opening day seemed like a holiday. It's still pretty big in 2012. All the local news stations are covering it this morning. The little league season was still about a month away, but watching the tigers take the field for the first time always had me excited about how I would play that summer. Especially in 1985, the spring that the above pictures were taken. The tigers were just coming off of their 1984 world series championship season. lol, I didn't play too much at all that year though. If you notice, I'm the kid with the broken arm. I've always been a tigers fan, but never really a fan of the of any of the individual players. Dr. K is the cat that impressed me. Anywayz, go Tigers. With the team they have this year, anything less than making it to the world series will be a disappointment. April 4, 2012 Rollin' down the John C. Lodge Freeway yesterday afternoon and I spotted that beauty up above. It's a Vauxhall Ampera. The European version of the Chevy volt. Notice in the 2nd picture that the steering wheel is on the right side of the car. They've temporarily haulted production of the volt in the U.S. to balance out inventory. I dig the car, but as I've said from day 1 it's not reasonably priced. Especially for a Chevy. Sales would be a lot better if it had been a corvette spin-off or been branded a Buick or cadillac. It's hard enough for people to buy a car when they're afraid of it's new technology. And even harder for people to consider buying a $40,000 chevy that doesn't drop it's top and have that double flag logo. April 4, 2012 I swear these long entries only take me 10 minutes to type. I would whip out college papers in 2 hours and back then I was using good grammar and punctuation lol. Kind of ironic that 2 days after one of my models on the .com was insinuating that she was a T-girl. And a day after I do an entry on this blog about T-girls, of them apparently gets murdered. I was telling an ex-girlfriend about it and she says the killer is probably a straight man who had found out that he had gotten fooled into thinking he was with a woman. Possibly. Trust me, it's easy to get fooled and some of the most passable ones get a kick out of fooling straight dudes. I haven't even been dealing with them long and I got a ton of stories. The one that shocked me is a "model" that told me most of her boyfriends have never even know she had a dick. I tweeted earlier, the streetz are deathrow like 2pac said. As long as you're living in them, it's only a matter of time before you die. You're basically waiting for your execution. Whether it be murder, disease or drugs you're gonna die. I keep mentioning how I've gotten out of them. Since about a year ago, I've no longer been fucking with ANYONE I'm not familiar with in the hood. You can goto the .com and read my final written entry. I admit, I've continued to take chances but nothing like I did from 1993 to 2011. I'm so lucky to be alive, healthy and in one piece. Won't stop what I do though because it's so lucrative, I enjoy it and I'm good at it. But modification of how I do things works. Not that I'm a hooker like the victim up above aledgedly was but it's frightening to think how someone that I've let in my car could easily stab me, slash my throat, shoot me etc. MY luck has definitely been running out QUICKLY. You saw what happen to me on the March 29th entry. I tweeted about this broad yesterday, here's the video My couple of bucks doesn't go as far as it used to. I didn't feel like arguing over less than $10 so I just took pictures. But hoes have become less friendly and more bold. An inrrational dude woulda chased the bitch down. lol, they've told me in emails of situations like that. I hate to do it, because it seems like it'll diminish the appearance of my front page updates, but I'm considering only showing "models" faces in the members area of my sites. Just told yall 2 days ago how I've gotten a lot of crazy emails over the years so I can imagine what muhfuckas say or do to the "models" I shoot when recognized. I welcome the recognition by muhfuckas. Just as a lot of haters doubt I make a living off of my sites, they doubt that my sites get viewed by a lot of people. You know how I travel. I haven't been anywhere in the country where at least 1 person hasn't walked up and said, "You're JohnJuan." I love it. I haven't wronged anyone, haven't done anything illegal so why wouldn't I? But eventhough my "models" give permission for me to photo/video them, they don't know the scope of the audience. A broad off the street once said, "Everyone that passes by sees me on the corner sellin' pussy, why would I care about a few people looking at me on your website seeing me." I know how psychotic muhfuckas can be though. Some may even be going out into the streets looking for the same hoes I feature. Prostitutes put themselves into danger and it's illegal. download and listen to the December 31, 2007 podcast You'll get an idea of what kind of weird shit happens to them. There's nothing illegal about shooting photos and filming video of hookers though. but I don't wanna be the "pump" that fuels the tank of insane muhfuckas out there. April 3, 2012 Yeah, I know something is wrong with me. But I've been passing by this abandoned joint for a year now. Well actually over 10 years. An old man used to painstakenly sweep and paint this place back when I had started my website. I'm sure he died a few years ago, because I stopped seeing him and the place started looking horrible. While I was in Florida, I remember seeing online how it had caught fire a year ago. Everytime I drive by, I have to stop and look to see if those fuckin' books have been touched lol. I can't fuckin' believe how everything else has been taken out, except for those damn books. They've stayed in the same position. I mean seriously people walk by that muhfucka all the time. Is no one even the slightest bit curious what kinda books those are? Shouldn't they had been burnt in the fire? Like I said, something is wrong with me. It's been fuckin' with my head for too long now though. I'll stick out like a sore thumb in that area, but I'm gonna park and go inside today to see. I'll post what they are later. April 3, 2012 I've told yall how I am. Kinda lazy so I like to tell everyone what I intend on doing before I actually do it. It's a motivational tool for me. Why? Because I look like a fool if I don't complete the task after telling everyone about it. I don't wanna be fool lol. You'd think theses sites are doing as well as they could possibly be doing. No! everything so far has been word of mouth and a little spamming. I've never really networked with anyone or advertised. I've been saying that I'm gonna work on the traffic to my site for years but I swear I never really do. I remember blogging in the past that I was going to. Just ended up studying shit and experimenting for 2 or 3 days. It would give the sites a small boost but that's all. Fucking with shit like that ain't really fun to me. I do this for fun and to make a lil money. My joy comes from posting photos and videos. But after 10 years, I think I'm ready. I'll come up while all the other sites like this are dying if not already dead. It's the beginning of April, I'm feeling energetic and up for a challenge. So alongside of creating the new site design I figure why not work the whole month towards reaching more people. I'm gonna start with the .com and then Chic-Chick.com & CHICKwithaCOCK.com and this blog in the following months. Up above is my current Alexa score. Keep in mind I've never really given a fuck about what it says. Well maybe when I first started the .com But it was just because I wanted to get myself seen by enough people to support hosting, paying the models and put some play dough in my pocket. I've been happy with what I consider low-key stats. April 2, 2012 11:50pm, Up doing a lil "work". Okay, my last time. I swear this time. Keep in mind it's only MONDAY. 2 days into the week. Blurred some this time because I want my competitors to wonder lol. If you were reading my post last month, it kinda leads muhfuckas to believe I'm hurting. You know with me being back in my hometown until winter. Refocusing on non-related porn projects and battling piracy. I think I cleared it up as much as I wanted to in yesterdays entry. But, I could've been lying, so look up above. numbers don't lie. Trust me, I'm good. On track to clear at least 5 stacks again this month. I PROMISE I DON'T HAVE TO "WORK"! I haven't in 26 months. But I've been thinkin' about doing a lil something on the side. The idea of being a single brotha easily pulling in 6 figures makes my dick hard. Please, don't worry about ya boy lol. I'ma be Ok like I always have been. When I make moves it's to get closer to my goal of being able to sit on a million dollar nest egg. I save. By age 40, I wanna be able to sit back, live off interest, continue to blog, shoot even BETTER porn and do other things. You members and affiliates build my confidence. I love yall for that. It motivate me to keep giving you what you want, improve things, and to show my work to more people that will enjoy it too. I've come to realize that I'm an artist. Why not make you a lil something off my artisty Earn with me. Start now! See that tiny 8 year old check below. Niggaz were laughing at me, but I was still proud. That's what my weekly affiliate payments used to look like. I'm doing 10x that selling for other people in 2012. April 2, 2012 Yep, 2nd blog entry on only the 2nd day of month. A long one too. I seem to be cranking them out now huh? You would think you could draw a correlation between my blogging pattern and how I feel. Maybe. I feel good right now. Real good. But that's not saying much because I'm the kind of brotha that's rarely in a bad mood. I love life too much. Been feeling extra good though because I think I'm accomplishing shit thats been on my plate for while. It may sound strange, but I'm the type of dude that always has to be planning or working on something. I may feel good when everything is complete and there's nothing to do, but I always crave doing that NEXT shit. If I'm not doing anything, I get this weird feeling that I should be doing something. I know, you're confused lol. But it's kinda like what I was saying on my March 30th entry. Some people can sit around and dream about things while I've always felt like I have to be working towards my dreams. You may not see it or hear me talk about everything because it's none of your business, but I be makin' moves. Contrary to belief I don't live online, I live in the real world. My websites and this blog are just a slice of the big juicy orange that my life is. Anywayz, that picture up above is a T-girl that I shot last week. It's his/her reaction when I explained that I'm not GAY. Not bi-sexual, not tri-sexual, none of that. Never have and never will have any kind of sex that doesn't involve WOMEN. For you crazy emailing people that means no animals either. I'm an easy dude to like. Most of the people I've shot video and photos of multiple times for the websites enjoy being around me. But photos, videos and doing shit for the sites is where it ends. When it comes to T-girls, "Let me see your dick, let me suck it or do you wanna suck mine?" doesn't compute with me and the only thing that has ever been in my ass is shit. I'm just real passionate about what I do. Everyone that I work with can see it. Some of them get it confused. I have to explain that "I'm not attracted to you, I'm attracted to the experience and how well the photos and video are coming out." This hasn't become an issue until recently. T-girls used to tell me things like, "I can tell you're not gay, you just know how much money you can make off of me and you need to be paying more lol." Probably think I'm lying, but my T-girl site sale ratios are better than my other 2 sites. So as I shoot the CHICKwithaCOCK models now, I'm more enthusiastic about the shoots than I was when I first started. Now I know how well the photos & vids are received. See folks think I just be pulling shit outta thin air. look back at March 12, 2007. Some of the shit that I have ideas about doing takes years of studying and prepping before I can bring them to fruition. Focusing more of my energy on the T-girls has shown me some previously unseen benefits. There's a lot of psychological and sociological things with them and with those watching too. I've actually been getting my moneys worth out the college classes & books I spent so much on. See these old textbooks. Not gonna explain that shit like I don't explain why my Foul & Chic sites are so good. Yall love it. Next thing I know some nigga will pop up claiming to be living in Miami and Detroit just like me, trying in vain to sell my shit or shit that looks like mine lol. It's more than snapping a picture, pointing a video camera or even right clicking & saving someone elses shit. Just being in my presence is a gift. I'm THAT guy. I've had people, including other webmasters pop up thinking that they were "picking my brain" for shit. It must be easy to confuse niceness with naivity. I peep it, intentionally sabatoge muhfuckas or just give basic info and watch them fall for amusement. I wouldn't even give my game away for a fee let alone free. Like most shit in life, things may look simple, but they aren't always as they seem. 10 years ago I was using the picture below as a background image for one of the .coms pages. Those aren't even women. April 1, 2012 Let me start my saying No, this ain't any kind of April Fools entry. I decided to go into my inbox and tackle about 9 months of email. It wasn't bad at all this time. You're looking at just a few of them that stuck out, up above. I wish I had answered a lot of them sooner. I think I had mentioned that some of the stuff I had been receiving was just too disgusting and weird. I never could figure out how people could misconstrue a person that enjoys fucking with hookers for a nigga that likes seeing entire hands inside ass's, blood, torture and mutilated people. Sometimes, I'd see shit that have been permanantly etched in my mind. A lot of times, shit wasn't sent to me with malice. Some muhfuckas are just really into certain types of things and think I am too. The worst is people showing me their own personal blowjob scenes. I know it's hard to believe but I actually stopped liking porn when I went away to college. Between 1993 and 2001 I think I saw one flick. Rented it at Family video. The only place I knew of at the time that rented xxx films. I only started making myself familiar with pornstars and popular flicks when I started my website in 2001. Didn't know who any of them were before they started making visits to King Video on Wyoming in Detroit. So no offense, but I definitely don't wanna see you fucking a bitch. Really, I'm just a cat that enjoys the risks associated with banging a bitch off the street. I've never had any kind of problem getting with clean/good girls. but the dirty/bad ones have always been a turn on for me. No, I don't need your help finding hoes because that wouldn't be fun to me. It's "the thrill of the hunt" that excites me. That's why it's hard for me to do backpage escorts or strippers. No real danger, just fake excitement. I don't wanna fuck your wife or girlfriend while you film and no, I don't wanna do threesomes with you and a bitch for the site. That shit has always seemed extremely GAY to me. A huge turnoff. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm not a dude that's into the freaky shit that most people emailing me think. I just find whores and their lives intriguing. Ask the hoes I've shot and even they'll tell you that there's something different about me. I've always tried to explain to people that there's no shame in what I do. The initial embarrassment of getting caught with a hooker back in 1994 fanned the fire. I told the story in one of my last written .com stories. Having to call someone to bail me out was probably the most painful experience that I could ever have had. Yet, that arrest and finding the internet a few months before were blessings. I honesty feel like there is nothing in this world that could humiliate me now. It's amazing how life blossoms when you don't have to hide "secrets" from anyone. A lot of people are like me, we just need to come out and let someone or everyone know what's going on. I guess it's like they say, "The truth will set you free". At one point I was just dreaming about being able to live off of what I do online. Didn't really think it was possible, but I've done it for almost 3 years now. And just managing to do that has become an exciting new adventure for me. It's awesome. Contrary to what many people think, I could be anywhere doing whatever I want at this point. Remember how I blogged about wanting to be on an Island. Probably will if I still want to in a few years, just not now. I'd have to be a real jerk. I'm still in my hometown because of what I told you, the oppresive summer heat in Miami, but like I said in my first post of last month Being a "snowbird" will just work out better for me because there's other shit too. And it ain't a financial, medical or homesick situation. Seriously, don't let the porn fool you, I am a good dude with a good life. Always have been lol. I have a conscience, believe strongly in karma, and avoid negative people and actions. As men, a lot of us have responsibilities that we choose to handle. Same reason I came back from L.A. in 2007. I can never walk away from mine. Notice the month of February 2007 is the only month of blogging that I've missed. I had to come back and get back in order then. On that "Truth will set you free" tip recently, I've been finding T-girls even more interesting than "real" girls on the street. The demand for them online is more than I ever got with my other sites. No, don't even get any ideas lol. I'm not fucking them or getting blown. If I was, do you really think I'd have a problem telling anyone after all the other shit I do. Anywayz, I'll do an entry on them tommorrow I guess. Previously March February January 2011 2010 2009 2008 2007 2006 ©2012 Foul Fowl Entertainment